Post about nothing...

      I've reached a new low.  I've came to the point where 'me' the guy who
never shuts up has nothing to write about.  I never envisioned this happening
in a million years. 
       After vowing to not talk politics anymore and finding myself getting a
bit crude with a couple friends trying to be funny I have resigned myself to
reposting memes and watching videos.   I was never good at small talk anyway.
Given a topic I'm interested in and I can talk your ear off but I was never good
at just making conversation.  Probably a big reason for my lack of popularity  lol
As much as I love my kids they know when they call.. get to the point because I
won't be on the phone long.   They will talk to their mother for hours but a call to
me rarely lasts more than ten minutes.  Lately this bothers me a bit more but I
don't think I can change now. What's the old saying  "you made your bed now lay
in it"  ( think it was lie in it .. but that just sounds wrong ..lol) 
       My escape lately has been You Tube videos.  Even the last one of those I posted
was a silent video.  I got tired of listening to my own rambling.  I do get a few
comments from people saying they  like my rambling talks but they're probably the
ones that skipped through the video just to hit the like button and comment to be nice
to this old senile fart .  lol 
     Anyway the channel is going nowhere near the direction I intended it to go. 
I really have to film more outdoor adventures but as much as I
enjoy it I still feel odd sitting in the woods or on the lake talking to a camera.  I
guess were back to the small talk thing again.  Or maybe it's the fear of outsiders
seeing me filming.  I'm starting to understand the editing part a little better which
makes it easier to cut out all of the goofs, dead spots and mistakes I make.  And
believe me if there was a cutting room floor it would be covered ! 
   So that's about it .  I'm all talked out.  Maybe it's a good thing I have become
almost a hermit lately.  I guess I could talk to myself ,  I used to do that a lot but
a couple years ago I caught myself in a lie and haven't spoken to myself since !
I 'dislike ' liars  (never say hate) 
     So if you have time click on my videos .. skip through the talking part and hit
the like button and leave a comment.  It gives me warm fuzzies for a split second.
Or hit the thumbs down.  That will give me something to whine about for a post or two.