No I haven't been in jail. And no I haven't been in the hospital.
I have simply been unmotivated .. immobile .. and downright
disinterested in just about everything.
To go back a ways I was doing great with my new.. "I'm going
to live forever, run a marathon and hike the Appalachian trail" diet.
And then with a simple twist on my back I was back on my "Plan
my funeral, help me to the bathroom and hand me a double cheeseburger
diet" A couple weeks of steroid medication which raises ones glucose
levels and increases ones appetite coupled with the inability to walk
more than a few steps without sobbing like a baby turned me right back
into my old "Who gives a $hi# " self all over again. Self pity is a heartless
bi*#&.
I had just started a You Tube channel and I was cut down at the pinnacle
of my filming career. *sigh* I could have been a star! Seriously though I
had to cancel a camping challenge I was supposed to film and postpone a
couple other hunting ventures I had hoped to participate in. Luckily after
almost a month and with the help of a great Physical Therapist twisting,
stretching and electrocuting me I am finally able to walk upright without
dragging my knuckles or crying... big improvement ! So much so that I
was able to go out and sit on a wet log in the cold rain and monsoon like
wind for several hours this morning deer hunting. For some reason my
pain is a little worse tonight but still no tears so that's a plus . Of course
no deer either but then again that's pretty much normal. Anyway, as long
as I can get around a bit I think I can get back on track. It should be easier
the second time ... right ? Then again .. Nothing ever comes easy for me !
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