You know your making a mistake. You tell
yourself to stop. You know no good will come of it .
Still you keep on punishing yourself.
And then one day .. your down in the dumps.
Tired, depressed, achy and feeling completely like
a slug. All you want is to take an extremely hot shower
put on some baggy sweats, curl up in a warm blanket
in the recliner and feel sorry for yourself. The shower
feels great. Almost washes away your cares for a brief
moment. You go to your closet and 'BAM' It hits you.
You no longer own any baggy clothes. Every thing
that you had that was over-sized and comfortable is
now form fitting and constricting ! You look around
for someone to blame but the only one to blame is
the image in the mirror. Thus goes my day and my life...
And as from the lyrics of one of my favorite Emmylou Harris
songs. 'Boulder to Birmingham' goes.... And the hardest part
is knowing you'll survive' :-((
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