I think I can say without a doubt that last night was
one of my worst sleeping nights ever. I can blame the
coming of cold weather, my slight cold/flu symptoms,
The meds taken to combat them of even my just plain
layzyness but for whatever reason I spent the better part
of the previous day cuddled up napping off and on in
the recliner. Oohh the price I paid for that. Anyone
who knows me knows of my obsessive dreaming. Well
last night I took dreaming to a higher level. I was awaken
at least a dozen times throughout the night . The fact that
I was able to fall back asleep is what astounds me the most.
I had dreams about old cars I have owned, old neighbors,
people that I worked with on several jobs and almost every
one of my social media friends at sometime during the night.
Some were pleasant dreams and some were quite the contrary.
Some of the ones with family members and old friends were
especially disturbing. I'm not sure that dreams are supposed
to represent true happenings or wishful thinking but I can
assure you some of these dreams fit into neither. In an case
I am a total wreck today.. emotionally and physically. I will
try and pour myself into outside work and clear my mind of
all of the negative thoughts built up in my head. Maybe total
exhaustion is the answer. Either way I can assure you there
will be no naps today !!
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