shhhhhh it's a secret..........

           

Shhhhh It's a secret......

              I have always been a loyal husband.  Some would
say it's because nobody else would have me,  but to be honest
I truly believe in finishing what you start.   But lately I have
to admit I've been having impure thoughts.   Don't worry, my
wife has nothing to worry about.  All of the objects of my
affections are totally unobtainable.   dang it !
              Did you ever see a person that for some reason you
simply think is perfect?  Without even knowing anything what
so ever about the person.  And I'm not talking about physical
appearance.  Just something about them that makes you want
to get know them.   Okay maybe a small part of it may be about
looks,  but I talking maybe the look in their eyes or some small
little thing like their smile.  With all of the beautiful women in
this  world to have a imaginary relationship with my choices
might seem pretty silly.
        My latest  heartthrob is some mystery lady that I must
run into at least forty to fifty times a day on days that I spend
a lot of time online.  After viewing almost every video, I meet
up with her for a few seconds.  Maybe it's the frequency of our
encounters that built the attraction .  I'm not sure.  I'm talking
about the gal on the Wikibuy ad that runs before almost every
video on You Tube. Kinda plain.. girl next door type of person
but for some reason very attractive to me.  I thought it might be
because she reminded me of someone else I might have known
but that's not the case..  Can't explain it.. Just have to accept it .
      Another lady I can't go a week without watching is a very
young Emmy Lou Harris.  All of her videos from the 70's just
amaze me.  Her completely natural look.. straight hair.. sleepy
eyes and plain clothing just drives me crazy.  Later in her
career she developed into a made up sequin studded country
singer and although I still loved her music.. I lost my attraction
for her.   Now in her case I can see a bit of my past.  In a few
of her early videos she reminds me of my wife in her younger
days.  Skinny as a rail.. long straight hair and constantly flipping
her hair back behind her ears.  So maybe that attraction has a
little bit of validity to it.  In fact in one of her videos where she
is pregnant she has on a dress similar to one my wife wore when
she was expecting.  I have a picture from the baby shower and
the two are strikingly similar.  So y'all have to give me a pass
on this one.
         There are a couple others that I won't discuss because I
refuse to incriminate myself if for some reason this blog ever
goes public but I assure you they are all 'mind over matter'
attractions meaning .. They are only in my mind so they really
don't matter..lol    All I can say in my defense is at least I
pick unobtainable women to be obsessed with and not local
ladies with big husbands.  Although there is this one.......  naaa
Never mind.. That's another blog.