And another thing !!!!!!!

  Okay.. I have no problem giving the people coming in and out of WalMart the right of way.  Always have , always will.  HOWEVER  I do have a problem with people that come out and walk the length  of the building with their carts in the middle of the road expecting me to follow them at a snail's pace.  Look.   I understand  that you may not be sure where you parked.  I do it all the time.  But for the sake of my sanity please just cross the road and then look for your car.  I'll go out on a limb here and state that it is almost always older people or severely overweight people.  Sounds bad to say but remember I'm older and one might say 'farfromskinny'   Yet me and the chicken always race to cross the road .  (Then we search endlessly for our vehicles)   lol    #bemorelikeme

Is it me or her ?

   I had a Doctors appt today.  I have not had a very good past few months.  All self inflicted but none the less mostly a medical nightmare as far as managing my diabetes.  Piss poor attitude coupled with an almost 'desire' to self destruct led to a massive amount of binge eating the wrong foods and getting hives when I even thought of getting any exercise.  I'm supposed to test three times a day. It had been so long I couldn't find my meter.  I mean why test when you know the results will be bad.(sound familiar?)  So needless to say I went into her office with my armor on and defenses on high alert !    And then she hit me with it..  A1-C great .. cholesterol  great ..Blood pressure great..  I did gain back one and a half pounds of the four I lost last visit but I can live with that.  So I'm either dying from some unknown ailment or my body is just getting used to the massive amounts of junk food I shove in it.    So unless they call tomorrow and say there was a mix up and they got the wrong bloodwork from the hospital I'm going shopping.  I'm running low on Ding Dongs, Twinkies. cinnamon bears and Oreos.  ( I was scaling down for the bad news)    

Am I really that different??

   I took a little quiz last week with like six buddies in a messenger group.  I was totally astounded that almost every one of them had very similar answers to most of the questions while my answers resembled those of an alien when compared to theirs.  I thought they were pretty easy questions but I guess I oversimplified.   While I won't get into some of the 'meatier' questions some were what I consider easy.   Dream car ... Dream house .. perfect vacation .. ideal girl/wife .   Almost all of them answered with variations of exotic sports cars, Huge mansions, Far away countries with fantastic beaches and Beautiful big busted starlet types of women.    Am I that far out of the norm ?   I mean not one of them picked a 56 chevy big block 4 speed .. a 80 acre wooded lot with a comfy cabin and a small lake ... Tour of the south west and the Rocky mountains (not possible with all the tourist traps these days) or even a girl next door type (not where I live now type lol)  with a friendly attitude and a kind heart.   I guess I'm just different.   Truth be know .. I've no room for the Chevy.. my house is paid for. I can see all the sights online without the travel time and I promised 'Till death do us part' so I recon I'm pretty much set.  Although I may go look at a new truck tomorrow.. lol  (wishful thinking)