Feel good moments....
Getting a 'like' on a post or video from someone you admire but were not even aware that they followed your pages.
Seeing a smile from a random person in these times when everybody seems to be so troubled and on edge. It makes me feel like they see something in my face that says .. I understand.. I'm scared too
Receiving Channel stickers from You Tube channels or having them request mine. That someone would take the time to watch the utter nonsense and poor content of my videos and want to connect in some small way.
As you can see there haven't been a lot of feel good moments in my life lately. I think retirement is starting to take it's toll on me. Hopefully it's just this terrible year we've been having. I sat by the fire last night at sunset and thought to myself how nice it would be to have someone who shared my interests. Everyone is too busy. Either that or so wrapped up in sports or such that they can't take the time. I' need an adventure. I need a change . I need a challenge. I need another beer .. I'm rambling. I think I'm going to go to the 'Rent-a-Friend' site and see what I can find. Then again I'd probably tick them off within a week and they would split too. I seem to be on a roll with that lately.
I guess not all is lost in my dark pit of gloom mood. I did have a concrete patio poured today and the rain held off long enough for them to finish it so at least someone was looking down on me and sensed I needed a little 'good' in my life. Either that or someone was just tired of my successive whining's ...
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