I'm Dressed !!!!
Okay so that's not a big deal to most people. LatelyI've been struggling with it though. Now before you
visualize an old chubby, bald, bearded man slithering about
the house in the nude scratching wherever it itches I can
promise you that's not the case. There was a time when I
wouldn't dare be caught going out of the house in sweat
pants. Now no matter what my daily plans are my first
step in the morning is into a pair of sweats. The problem
is those sloppy drawers set the tone for the day. If I can
make it from the bed to the shower to pants and propper
shoes I'm good to go for the day.. But once I put on those
sweats a flannel shirt I'm pretty much done.
Today is Jan 4 th and I haven't been properly dressed
since New Years day when we went to dinner at a friebds
house. I'm sure they appreciated the fact that I took the
time to dress for the occasion. I have a million and one
projects that need done but these past few dreary damp
cold foggy days just beg for sweat pants and lap blankets.
It truly takes a toll on me mentally. I feel so tired and
worthless. Yesterday I spent my day going through old zip
discs of pictures hoping to recapture a time when I actualy
had a little pep and cared about life in general and felt like
people actually cared about me just a tad. I truly dislike
being a slug..lol So today I got up .. showered .. got dressed
and then sat around like a toad all day. But I was dressed and
looking out the window a bit ! Tomorrow I'm heading out early
to the wood shop to finish up a couple jobs I promised people
and then to the camper for a club meeting and a walk in the
woods and spend the night Maybe I'll find my mojo hidden in
a hollow tree stump somewhere out there. Tuesday and
Wednesday are "Save the world " breakfast days and we really
have our work cut out for us this week. Maybe that will be the
spark !
So if I don't get lost in the woods. freeze to death in my sleep
or end up in jail for disorderly conduct at the restaurant I will
try to post a quick summary of the week later on. hmm my
arrest might make a good You Tube video...…….
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